My hatred knows no bounds

The bitterness I am feeling right now is so great I may not make it through the week. It has come to my attention that the person who took over for me when I stopped writing for the Dallas Cowboys website is currently in Mexico (Nuevo Vallarta?) covering the 2006 Dallas Cowboys Cheerleader Calender shoot.
My desire to bring harm to people has increased tenfold. People questioned me when I stopped working for the website, I questioned myself at times, but it was the right thing. Besides, I'm back with the website now doing photography, but apparently not enough to warrant a trip to Mexico with bikini clad Cowboys cheerleaders. I hate myself right now.
Comfort me ladies, PLEASE!!!